Loneliness

Last night I put an advertisement out on the personals section of Craigslist. It has never been my style to do something like that but somehow I ended up doing so. I was watching a movie, munching on some chips. It was a drama with people falling in and out f love and relationships. I think it was this that made me feel very lonely. The room was dark as it was around 1 in the morning and a narrow slit of light from the nearby street lamp rested across the wall above my head creating an eerie atmosphere. It only increased my loneliness. I have not been 'in love' for quite a few years now, and I have not had a relationship in almost a year. So I went over to Craigslist and wrote out an add asking whether any woman out there might be interested in a 'nice, relaxed and interesting' time together. I do not expect anyone to answer that ad, but deep down I wish that someone would. I wish someone would come across that ad and write back, even if just out of curiosity, and perhaps we will hit it off. Perhaps.